Catching Up...

So Georgia was great. We went to the local track and watched the races. Race Em and Wreck Em was..interesting. A lady beside me kept screaming "Get em! Get em!" She really didn't like one of the drivers. Heh... Well it was a lot of fun. So, we're back of course. Been back. Not much is going on right now, just getting back into school. We keep trying to figure out what we're doing as far as curriculum and, I especially, am trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my life. I have always wanted to do Vet school, be a veterinarian, but I'm starting to realize that might JUST be what I want. I have no idea what God wants. So that's one of my bigger problems right now. Also, I keep feeling like God is testing me with a more personal problem right now, and I think I'm failing this particular test. I'm really stressed right now, and I keep taking it out on my siblings. The person I'm mad at, I can't talk to about it. Recently we talked about resolving conflict at youth group, but I can't seem to actually make myself say anything. I really don't know how to bring it up and I'm afraid it's going to end up with us in a fight. I really don't feel like I can speak my mind with this person, so I'm not sure how that's going to end up. I know that not resolving this is only going to end up with me holding a grudge forever and never listening to what they say. So I guess I need to pray for the courage to say something... If anyone actually reads this, pray for me. :)